So, Priscilla and I talked about things today. I've decided to move on. I'm not so sure the crush I have is something that I should follow up on. I'm just so tired of guys who think the world revolves around them (not that this has anything to do with the crush). It seems like everyone, in general, want you to drop things for them, think it's okay to lie about you, and just treat you like crap. I guess I can't understand it. I've always been the type to put my friends and family first. If I ask how you're doing, I really want to know. I can tell when people are upset and really try to cheer them up, if they want to let me in. I don't know how to not care. I guess that's why people walk all over me. I give people my heart too easily. Why do things that I think should be good qualities just cause you to get hurt. I'm trying to toughen up. I hope it's in me.